Updated : Sep 12, 2019 in Articles

Identity is Confused Reality!

Yogee yunjeeta satatam aatmaanam rahasisthitah
l Ekaakee yatachittaatmaa niraasheeraparigrahah
ll The one who feels the same towards an affectionate
person, a friend, an enemy, the indifferent, the neutral, the hateful one, the unfriendly,
the noble one or a sinner! Yogee yunjeeta satatam aatmaanam rahasisthitah
l Ekaakee yatachittaatmaa niraasheeraparigrahah
ll The translation: The contemplative sage, saint having subdued
his thoughts and character, his identity being free from desires with an attitude of renunciation,
seated within oneself in aloneness, should continuously connect with the higher consciousness
by unclutching. The Jeevan Mukta having subdued his thoughts
and character, identity, being free from desires with an attitude of renunciation, seated within
oneself in aloneness, should continuously connect with the higher consciousness by unclutching. Now Bhagavan actually enters into the straight
technique of unclutching. Yogee yunjeeta satatam aatmaanam rahasisthitah
– Having subdued his thoughts and identity being free from desires! I tell you, subduing
identity, subduing thoughts anybody can do. It is not a big thing, I tell you. Thoughts
can be reduced very easily with any simple technique. I know one sadhu. I have seen him day-in and
day-out in Rishikesh. Whole day the only work he will do is wash his Kamandalu, the water
pot. It will be just shining. But you know the most funny thing? He has less thoughts,
very less thoughts. His only focus is that his Kamandalu should not become dirty. His
water pot should not be dirty. That’s where everything stops. Any simple technique, even
technique like washing your water pot can bring your thoughts down. That’s not a big
thing! Subduing the identity means thoughts are food,
identity is person who eats. Who eats should be subdued not just the food. The identity
grows, expands with thought. Reducing thoughts is not a big thing. Actually, without touching
the identity, reducing the thoughts is very easy. I have seen a yogi standing on his one
leg for more than 12 years, in Kumbhamela during my Parivrajaka time. He really had
a very reduced thought state. But unfortunately the attention people give because of his Tapas
has made his identity swollen like his leg, one leg, on which he was standing. One leg
on which he was standing was swollen, same way because the attention he enjoys from people,
his identity was swollen. It is very easy to have less number of thoughts,
if your identity is getting more and more boosting. If the identity is not touched,
it is very easy to have less number of thoughts. When the identity is touched, almost like
a honey comb, how if the honey comb is touched, the bees come out, like that thoughts come
out. I have seen many of my ashramites. They will really be having very less thoughts,
calm, composed. Just poke at their identity once. People whom they don’t like or there
is a hatred, just one word from that person like a honey comb – Buzzzzz! All the thoughts
will come up. The whole puss will come out. If your identity is not touched, having less
number of thoughts is not a big thing. Once Kuppammal, my Mentor and Guru, she was really
worthy of that word – Vibhuthanandapuri. She told me “You need to learn to drop the identity”.
15 year old boy, what will I understand? I said “You tell me what I should do, I will
do”. She gave me a begging bowl and told me “Go around and beg all over the city
and come back”. My grandfather, he is a big guy in that village.
So, till death he was the head of the rice merchants’ association. See, rice is the
biggest business in that area. For 3 states that one city supplies rice. That is the largest
market in all these three states – Pondicherry, Tamilnadu and Andhra. That city fell somehow
in the center place. Even the Tanjore rice comes there, gets sold and goes to different
places. It became like a rice route. Growing itself is not that huge, but the marketing
and the rice mills – huge number of rice mills getting the crops and cleaning and making
into rice and branding and marketing. Still my father’s side people are involved. Till the death, my mother’s father – he
was the head of the Rice Merchants’ association – means morning he will fix the price of the
rice. And even now my father’s uncle is the largest rice mill owner. He owns some
7 rice mills now. Their family only donated our Thiruvannamalai Ashram land. Actually
Thiruvannamalai Ashram’s both lands, one land was given from my father’s side; other
land was given by my mother’s side. Pre-monastic relatives, they gave the land. They donated
both the properties. Anyhow, rich guys, rich family background!
But I have to go around begging. Then slowly, I picked-up my bowl and said “All right
I will go for begging”. Then she gave the Kavi to wear and I put on my Kavi. There is
a unique way of wearing, one cloth, one knot in the back! That’s the way you have to
go for begging. It is called “Unjawrithi” in Tamil. I don’t know whether it is a Sanskrit
word. Even in north if this word is used or not I don’t know but in south they use the
word “Unjawrithi”. So, with the begging bowl I started. I went
to the same streets where all my family is having shops. Pre-monastic family they all
have their different shops – Rice. They are all into this business – Rice and cooking
items, Dal, oil, all these, like a general store. Anyhow I did not have any problem,
but all of them had a problem. They all know I am little crazy. But they did not expect
I will go to this extreme. And the first shop itself they caught hold of me. “What for
you came?” I said “Don’t ask all that, I am a sadhu now. I am asking you for Bhiksha.
Will you give or not, you tell! I am going for next shop. Don’t disturb my business!”
If somebody comes and sits in your shop and goes on begging at you, your business will
be disturbed. “And don’t disturb my business”! Then finally, my grandfather’s shop! He
caught hold of me and said “How much you need to stop this begging? What is your amount,
target? Tell me that. I will give the whole. Keep quiet and go back. And I can’t handle
this phone call from every shop!” Those days phone has come. It will be big and create
a big sound- ‘Cring, Cring, Cring’! Huge sound! No cell phone those days but the phone
has come. “I cannot handle this phone call”. Only four numbers those days, no, 4 numbers
and local call means four numbers. And he is telling “For last half-an-hour only these
phone calls I am attending. From every shop they are calling me. I can’t handle this
nuisance. How much you need totally, tell me”. I said “There is no goal. Kupammal
told me that I have to beg all over the city”. Specifically she has given the route also.
She knows. And I did not have any problem. Finally he said “Talking to you is no use.
I will call that old lady and talk to her directly”. Ragupathi Yogi is very close
with my grandfather. So immediately he sent a person to get Ragupathi Yogi. Kupammal can’t
move freely here and there, but Ragupathi Yogi was very healthy till the death. So he
sent a person to bring Ragupathi Yogi, so that I can be advised, I will stop this. But
before he could come I left. And I went round, went round, went round!
There was a shop, my classmate! It is her father’s shop, a girl, my classmate! So
I am going and standing there. She was also sitting in the shop. And she said “You gone
completely crazy, you become mad and now you are begging also. I told you so many times
not to go to that lady, means Kuppammal, be with the old lady continuously. Now you see
you have become beggar!” I tell you I could see very clearly, the body
which is standing and begging is different, I am different. Ultimate ability is ability
to renounce the desire to be a hero. Ability to renounce the identity! I tell you it is
that training which protected or still protects, saves me during this whole identity crisis! See the attack on me was not defamation; it
was literally creating identity crisis. Please understand defamation is different. Trying
to create identity crisis is different. Attack on me from 2010 is not just defamation. Trying
to create identity crisis! Trying to completely confuse people about who am I, who I am! And
they tried their best even to confuse me. See if constantly 3 years somebody tells you,
“you are a cheat, you are cheat, you are cheat”, you may start thinking “Am I really
cheating?” You may start thinking, when you sit in the morning Pada Pooja “People
are worshipping me. Am I really a cheat?” Not once I doubted me. How can I doubt me?
It seems somebody who left Ashram, one ex- brahmacharini was telling another one devotee
“If people put complete faith on me or you, even we can heal!” I was laughing “Even
you don’t put your whole faith on you, who will put their faith on you”? People don’t
need to put their whole faith on you to heal them. You need to put your whole faith on
you! Not a moment I had a doubt! Understand, it
is very easy to live even if the whole world doubts you. It is impossible to live, even
if you doubt yourself for a moment! You can’t live if you doubt yourself. After all this,
I have not doubted myself for a moment, because I have experienced myself! I have seen the
beautiful side of me, the graceful side of me. When I saw the graceful side of me, I
just fell in love with myself! So even when Kalabhairava decides to punish
people, I can see very clearly it is because of his compassion to the larger part of humanity.
And these people are begging punishment! What to do? They are not ready to keep quiet. I have seen the most graceful side of me.
Never, never, never have a doubt, neither had, nor having, will
never have! I could see very clearly. Even though I will not go to the school regularly,
I had a very good friendship and respect from all my classmates, batch mates, with everybody,
whether it is boys or girls. I can look back and even people who lived around me those
days as my class mates, many of them are devotees and some of them are in the ashram doing volunteering
and all that. My roommate who was there in my room for 3 to 4 years is in the ashram
as a volunteer. Sometimes I talk to them. The people who studied with me in the school
are there in the ashram as a volunteer; people who studied with me in the Polytechnic, who
is roommate who used to sleep next to me. Those days in the Polytechnic there was no
cots, it was only mat. And the place will be allotted by painting on the floor. So my
next block they call it. For each mat, they will put a paint on the floor. They will put
number also 16, 15, 17, 18. My next number guy is in the ashram, as a volunteer. And
my roommate in Ramakrishna mutt, he comes to the ashram regularly as a volunteer. Sometimes
I used to talk to them. I asked them. “Do you feel some change in my lifestyle?” They
said “Nothing Swamiji!” So the moment the girl, my classmate started
to screaming “You become mad, you are begging, your life is going to be a beggar” and all
that she started screaming. Then her father got angry with her. He said “Either give
something or keep quite. Why are you abusing him?” The father started telling “May
be he is doing it for some spiritual reason”. Because in South India it is very well known,
you go to beg for three Saturdays and whatever comes take it to the Tirupathi. Go by walk
to Tirupathi and offer it in the Hundi. It is a tradition. So, he was telling “May
be he is begging for the Venkateshwara. How do you know? It is a tradition. Even now they
do”. Especially this month only it starts. This is the month. Three Saturdays they will
go to house to house and beg. Whatever comes with that they will carry the whole thing
may be rice or money, silver, gold; whatever people give they will carry the whole thing,
they go by walk to Thirumala and offer it in the Hundi. Anyhow I did not bother. When I finished the
whole thing and came, she asked me only one thing. She was sitting in the house. I don’t
know who gave her report. She asked me only one thing “How did you feel when people
were screaming at you?” I said “This body which is standing is different and I am different”.
She said “You are a Brahmachari!” Then she asked me “Did you go to your classmate
shop?” That was a big shop, well known shop. I said “Yes, I went”. What did your classmate
tell, she tell you? I said “She was screaming – I become mad. And she was abusing me, abusing
you, that I become mad!” She asked me “What did you feel exactly at that moment?” I
said “I was very clear. This body is different which she is abusing, I am different. I never
felt attacked or disturbed”. I tell you, the capacity to stand with a begging
bowl without having an identity is the most difficult thing. That helps me still now to
stand with a begging bowl in front of my disciples. Never ever think, I am a head of my disciples.
No. It is literally with a begging bowl only the whole thing runs. Only one difference
is now-a-days, I beg to drop their identity into my pot, which is the Brahma Kapala, which
sucks their identity and eats! Few days before I was telling you one important
thing – the ability to give-up anything! Today I tell you, you are a sadhu only if you are
able to touch anybody sweet, whoever you feel is your enemy. I have seen sadhus giving up
multi crore properties in their hometown leaving everything and going to Himalayas and there
they fight a small place where they sit and beg or eat their food in the ashram or bhandara
or in the temple. I know one fellow is from Coimbatore Goundar
community. He left a property, big property near the place called Sulur. He is a sadhu
now in Rishikesh. There is a Karthikeya ashram there which is in the name of Subramanya.
He left crores of property here and went away there to become sadhu. There I saw him fighting
for a place in the Bhandara! I laughed! I tell you, when I made a statement, all my
sadhus, all my ashramites should practice this habit of “non-possessiveness”- Anything
is around me, belongs to whole world; anybody wants they can take it! Same way, a sadhu,
all my ashramites! Please understand, this is the instruction to all the devotees, viewers,
visitors; but this is the Guru Vak for all the Ashramites and sadhus and sanyasis and
jeevan muktas. Understand, I am spelling it out very clearly, ability to drop your identity
in front of any one is the quality of sadhu and I wanted this to be a Guru Vak to all
my ashramites. What is there? You think all the abusal I am going through, I am worthy
of it? It is excess being done on me. But that is the way life is! That is the way humanity
is! That is because you did not become enlightened few thousand years before and serve the humanity.
I am struggling all alone. See, lakhs of people died in Hiroshima, Nagasaki.
All the people who are dead, are they worthy of that death? Now hundreds, I don’t know
may be 50, 60 people I think, died in Sivakasi. Do you know the terrible thing? In that whole
group of people who are dead, I think 56 or 58, I don’t know the exact number, only
one person was working in that Fire cracker Industry. All the fellows who were working
in the industry were saved. The fellows who came to watch and rescue, 57 people who came
to watch and rescue were dead. When they saw the name list, only one person who was actually
working was dead. If they listened to the Police and everybody has fled. See all the
workers have fled. They all have saved themselves. One big group came there. The Police said
you don’t go for rescuing people, we will go. You don’t know, don’t do. But curiosity!
India it is a big, it is a religion! If few people are standing and seeing, you have to
put your nose to find out what is going on inside. People are telling me, we are not able to
reach-out to people, teach meditation, nothing! Go to any big park on the main street. 4-5
people of you stand around and watch inside. Let one fellow be doing inside one Kriya or
Meditation, Nithya Dhyan. In 5 minutes, there will be traffic jam in that road. The whole
crowd will be standing around you watching inside who and what is he doing. No I tell
you. Make one person to sit and do Guru Pooja and 5-6 of you just stand around. You should
stand around in such a way that from distance they should not be able to see what is going
on inside. Only, when they come near and put their head, they should be able to see what
is going on inside. Stand like that. It is a powerful technique. You try. All you need
is 5 people, one to do Guru Pooja, 4 to hide and stand. In 10 minutes you will see the
whole street traffic jam; the whole crowd will be standing and watching what is he doing.
Till end of Guru Pooja, he should not open his mouth to answer any question. And I tell
you not a single fellow will leave. That extraordinary curiosity! These fellows came and standing and lost the
life. They are not worthy of what has been done to them. But that is life! Standing up even when the life and humanity
does not behave Dharmically to you is Jeevan Mukti! Standing up with your clear Dharma,
even when the humanity and society does not treat you with Dharma is Jeevan Mukti! I tell you, even if the society behaves with
you Dharmically, you behaving Adharmically is a demon. When society behaves with you
Dharmically and you behave Dharmically is a good person, when society behaves Adharmically
and you behave Dharmically is Jeevan Mukta. Even if the people around you, when they don’t
behave Dharmically, stand-up on your Dharma. That is what is subduing the identity! This is second Guru Vak I am giving you guys
– Ability to drop the identity! I tell you, when you are able to drop the identity, all
the problems you have will not have a chilly, the anger. Even if you have a problem, both
of you will sit together and understand, understand, understand more and more. Every interaction
with other person should create more intimacy; more trust on that person over you; more trust
for you over that person. If your every interaction with every individual
creates only trust on both sides, you are free from identity; I tell you, you are Jeevan
Mukta. You are a Jeevan Mukta! The ability to drop the identity is Jeevan Mukti! I tell you one more secret. As long as you
have certain identity you will always feel society is Adharmic towards you. It is a basic
secret. Your logic is with puss. It sees only from your side, never from the other side.
If I judge whatever is done to me by the society is Adharmic, my logic becomes logic with puss.
Fortunately I never judged. Society is not a group of people. Please understand. Society
is the other person. It is not collective. Even a single person is society. Whom you
hate, whom you think you can’t work with; whom you think is worst person you have seen
in your life, is society for you. I tell you, if you have somebody as your enemy
and feel this fellows patterns he cannot come out and he will suffer, he has to be given
suffering, when you feel, understand now God is sending you the diagnosis – Exactly you
have the same problem! He is giving you the possibility to diagnose you. Most fortunate
human being is a human being who does not suspect himself, who does not doubt himself,
who is able to put completely his faith wholly on himself. You putting your whole faith on
you does not happen by you convincing you. But it happens only by you dropping your identity
by you. Go around, whoever you think as your enemy, again and again sit with them and express
your opinion what you carry towards them and let them express what they carry towards you. One more funny thing you will realize – Whom
you think as the important enemy in your life may not be thinking you as an important enemy
in his life. I have seen, love is always a triangular affair on the planet earth. Hatred
is always quarter angle affair on the planet earth. Understand, if you are loving somebody and
that person is loving somebody else, if you are hating somebody as a enemy and that person
is hating somebody else, it is never a straight line. It is a law. One point is loving the
other point means be very clear, the other point is loving the other point, not this
point; the other point which is in love! See: A is in love with B. B will never be in love
with A, it will be only in love with C. C may be in love with A! And same way hatred! A may be having the enmity
towards B. B may be having the enmity only with C never with A. Even if B wants to have
enmity with A, it will have in his heart only C as enemy. C may be having enmity with A.
Please understand it’s a law. You will never have a complete enmity with your direct enemy
who is supposed to be your enemy. So whoever you think as your enemy is not real enemy.
It is a law. These are all ‘Saarva Bhoumya’, Universal laws! I am giving you one example. One thing you
need to be very clear. Your logic has no capacity to find your enemy. So whoever you think is
your enemy is not your enemy. When you sit with him, open up you will realize, that person
is having somebody else as their main enemy. So when he goes and sits with the other person,
he will realize he is having somebody else as his main enemy. Love or hatred is triangle
in the planet earth. Neither love nor hatred is straight line. Only when you become nobody,
you become center of millions of people’s love; and same way millions of people’s
hatred. But you neither love them back nor hate them back. You are just a black hole
sucking the whole thing, where they disappear! I tell you whether by love or by hate if you
come near me, you are gone. When you disappear into me by love it is called Enlightenment.
When you disappear into me due to hatred, it is called Pralaya. That’s all. But you
dissolve into me. That is what Bhagavan shows when he was giving the Vishwaroopa Darshana.
Vishwaroopa is beautifully described. There are many rishis, sadhus, sages, saints in
the parts of Krishna’s Vishwaroopa and millions of demons, devils, Kauravas, Rakshashas being
chewed by the Krishna’s mouth, disappearing into the fire, which is coming out of Krishna’s
mouth. It means what? Both are disappearing into him! Ability to give up the identity, subduing
the identity even in the worldly life, even if you say “Practically I have to see”!
I am talking to you, understanding all the practicalities. Please understand, whoever
is listening to me, to all of you I am telling you very clearly I know all the situations
you would have gone through, going through and will go through. With that authority I
am telling you. This truth which I am uttering is the truth for all of you at all times to
be practiced; to be lived; not to be compromised at any time what you call as practical situations. “What Swamiji said is right. But in this
situation, even if he was here, he wouldn’t have behaved like that. He wouldn’t have
given-up his identity. I know”. Go to hell. No. I am telling you, in all possible situations,
this is the truth. Ability to let go the identity makes you the
hero whose identity can never be destroyed. I want those heroes around me. They are Jeevan
Muktas. I tell you, your identity caused you only your life. Nothing else! If I am supporting
your ego, identity, you are doomed. If I am not touching your ego and identity, you are
in waiting list. If I am hitting at it straight, you are blessed. Unfortunately, for many people,
many times I support! It is the identity with which your heart associates
yourself. That should become sadhu; chilly less, anger less, violent less! Then you will
become the center of creativity. You will express so much of leadership quality, ability
to inspire. Ability to inspire is nothing but the ability to inspire yourself. Early
morning, 6’o clock, if you are able to inspire yourself to get you out of your bed and go
to Akhada and do yoga you will have the ability to inspire others. That’s all. The ability
to inspire can never be a cunning technical game. No! If you are able to inspire yourself to come
and sit for the satsang every day, and listen to these great truths and live these, you
will be simply able to inspire your subordinates, your assistants and make them to do the job
as you want and you will be able to lead them with the inspiration. Morning when you wake up, see your mood. Are
you getting out of your bed and going to Akhada, because Swamiji will fire you? I tell you,
all your subordinates are going to be working around you just because you will fire them,
never inspired way! If you don’t know the right words to inspire you, you will not know
the right words to inspire others. There are many, I don’t get their darshan at all in
the morning. Understand, if you are able to inspire yourself
to drop the identity, you will be able to inspire everyone to drop the identity! I tell you. In the love, you are hitting the
wrong wall. In the hatred, you are hitting the wrong wall. In the love, you are in love
with some body and you constantly go towards that person. And suddenly you will realize
that person is going towards somebody else. Then you will be disillusioned and all your
love will be lost. Same way only I tell you. In the hatred also, you are travelling towards
somebody and that somebody will be travelling towards somebody else and suddenly you will
be disillusioned and you will say, “Oh God, I wasted my whole life on the hatred with
this fellow”! For example: A hates B. B might have done
one or two activities, against the A. But in B’s heart, A is not the enemy. In his
heart, enemy is somebody else. C is the enemy. This is the way the whole world goes on. When
you love the person and that same person loves you back to the same amount, what happens
is enlightenment through Tantra, Union. When you hate somebody and the same person
hates you in the same level, what happens is Pralaya. But unfortunately, both does not
happen in the planet earth at all. Very rare! If I have to give one example, two persons
loving each other to the same amount, falling in love with both equally – I can give the
example of Shiva and Parvathi, Radha and Krishna, Sharada and Ramakrishna. Rarely, that’s
all! Not even handful! I don’t even have one example of two persons hating each other.
At least for love I gave 2 ~ 3 example. For the hatred, I don’t even have one example.
Because Sumba-Nisumbas, they were in love with Parvathi, but Parvathi had enmity towards
Sumba-Nisumbas. In turn, Tarakasura had enmity with Parvathi; Parvathi did not have enmity
with Tarakasura. I tell you, whoever you think as your worst
enemy, are not your enemies. Who thinks you as the worst enemy, will never be felt by
you as the worst enemy. Because, that enemy or the friend, is based on your perception
which itself is unstable. You are constantly building multi-storey towers on the earth
which is going through earthquakes. It is a technical term – Tectonic plates. You are
building skyscrapers on tectonic plates. Your hatred, your love, your friend, your enemy
are all skyscrapers. But you are installing it on tectonic plates. Bhagavan is very clear, subdue your identity! It’s time. But I have not completed this
verse. I will continue. I only spoke on one word. Please understand I only spoke on one
word – Yogee yunjeeta satatam. That’s all! Because this one understanding is the biggest
problem! Your whole life is wasted on just protecting
the identity which is going to ditch you at the end of the day, end of the life. When
you are about to leave the body, you will see so much of puss, bio-memories all around
you and you will ask your identity “What is this? I trusted you and acted my whole
life guided by you and did whatever you wanted. Now you are showing, this is what is my bio-memory”!
He will just raise his hand and put his hands up and say “I don’t know”!
“Hey, what you mean by you don’t know? Answer me”. When you catch his collar, you
will understand, only cloth is there. The person has disappeared already. He is a ghost.
He might be feasting with your enemy and saying “See, secretly I have done the job, you
wanted to do”! People who realize the conspiracies done against
them by their identity are Jeevan Muktas. But you go around and dig out and find out
even if it is not there, you imagine that so many fellows are doing conspiracy against
you, but you never suspect the conspiracies getting done by your own identity against
you! Blessed are those, who understand the conspiracies
done against them by their identity. Cursed are those, who never doubt the conspiracies
done to them, done against them by their own identity. If you are able to beg food and your needs
from the people you grow as a sadhu, if you are able to drop your identity and beg forgiveness
from other identities, you become Jeevan Mukta. If you are able to beg others to drop their
identity, you become incarnation! Understand, I am not asking you guys to go
around and beg for food. That will be easy for you guys to do. That will not have much
impact. But if you can go around and beg for the forgiveness what other identities think
as the hurt by you, please understand what you think as the hurt you caused to others,
is not the real hurt what they think. Because many times what you think as hurt you caused
may not be hurt for them. What they think as the hurt is the real hurt you caused to
them. Same way, what you think as the hurt others have caused you, they may not even
have caused it consciously. Understand, what you think as the hurt others
have caused you, they may not even caused consciously. So know how to forgive them.
Same way what others think as the hurt caused by you, you may not even be aware. So ask
them to forgive you. This is the science of forgiving. Science of gracefully moving ahead!
I tell you, in the life, anybody who thrives will be with renunciation. Person who thrives
naturally comes with new, new situation, life style, thinking trend, atmosphere, furniture,
everything. Person with renunciation thrives. Person who is thriving will always be ended
with renunciation. The moment money comes your whole mental set-up
is new. If your mental set-up is not becoming new, the money which came will not stand with
you. So thriving happens on renunciation. Renunciation is the ground on which the thriving
seed thrives. Thriving thrives on you, only when you are made out of renunciation. The
ability to renounce the identity constantly is thriving! Person who thrives with the ability to renounce
identity, identities is Jeevan Mukta! I am giving one more definition of enlightenment.
Being who is capable of thriving continuously by renouncing the old identities is Living
Enlightenment! Do not wait for the wounds in you to be healed
by others. Do not wait for the wounds in others to be healed in course of time. Do not wait
for others to come and heal the pain you are carrying inside you. Do not wait for the other
person’s wounds to be healed in course of time. Means, you be proactive healing the
wound and pain in others heart; same way you be proactive in healing the wounds and pains
inside you by dropping it! Your enemy is not your enemy; your friend is not your friend.
Whom you are hating for ages and years, might be doing good to you. Whom you are loving
and having friendship by ages, may be in love with somebody else! I will continue on this same verse again in
tomorrow’s satsang. Today I give this as a teaching to all the disciples, visitors,
viewers this as a Guru Vak, to all the disciples, sanyasis, sadhus and ashramites. So all the
ashramites, sanyasis, sadhus before you come tomorrow to the morning satsang, take at least
ten effort to heal whom you think as your top ten enemies and discover the truth your
top ten are having somebody else as their top ten. Your top number 1 may not be having
you as the number 1 in his hit list. He may be having you only as number 8 or 9 in his
hit list. And who is in his hit list as number 1, may not even appear in your hit list. Identity is the confused reality! When the
love and hatred falls into the confusion of triangle, what you call that whole ass is
identity. When I said ass I meant two “s”! When I said whole, remove the “W”. That
is what we call identity as “Hole”! I want you to understand without “s” and
“w” is identity! Now nobody will forget. Q&A: Q: Dear Swamiji, is there such a thing as
objective reality? Or is the world nothing but a reflection of my perceptions? Can you
also give me some science to distinguish between reality and fantasy? A: First thing you need to know whatever you
understand as reality; the dimensions like a size, shape, quality, your association of
good and bad with it; all that, even one quality does not exist in objective reality. Please
understand if you think this is wall, this is not wall. Whatever you understand, why
this wall, what the wall does, how it looks, what it is, who built, is it good for me,
bad for me, all concepts you have about the wall is not there actually on the wall. So
in a way I can say there is no such thing as objective reality and there is something
called objective reality. There is no such thing as objective reality
is also true. There is objective reality is also true. Understand. I tell you there is
no such thing as objective reality because anything you see, you perceive does not exist
as you perceive. And I tell you there is objective reality, why you know because you may be liberated
from this wall; but the other person who is not liberated will continue to see this wall
as objective reality. Because of that, I tell object reality exists. But I tell you, for
you objective reality does not exist. So the right truth: Objective reality does
not exist for you, but the objective reality exists for the objects you see in objective
reality. But as the objective reality does not exist for you itself, how can the objects
you see in the objective reality’s objective reality can be objective reality for you? As the
objective reality perceived by you itself
is not reality, how can the objective reality perceived by the objects which you perceive
in the objective reality can be objective reality for you? Listen to the statement again: As the objective reality which you perceive,
itself is not an objective reality for you then how can the objects you perceive in the
objective reality can have the objective reality, which you perceive as the objective reality,
which is not a objective reality? So, what you know as reality is nothing but
the perversion of your fantasy. What you know as fantasy is nothing but the perversion of
your reality. When you go beyond what you know as reality and fantasy, you see En-reality,
which is end-reality! In Enlightened reality, there is no space for fantasy, reality, reality
based fantasy; fantasy based reality! Fantasy based reality is Deities. Reality
based fantasy is theme parks. Reality based reality is Enlightened reality.
Fantasy based fantasy is your dreams. The reality based reality awakens in you,
when you understand neither reality based fantasies and fantasy based realities and
reality-reality does not lead you to reality. The reality-reality, fantasy-fantasy, fantasy-reality,
reality-fantasy is all finally your reality-fantasy leading you from fantasy-reality to reality-fantasy.
Finally only when you drop everything, the reality-reality expresses itself beyond reality! Let you all achieve, experience, live and
express, radiate, share and explode in Eternal Bliss,
Nithyananda! Thank you.

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